| You know it's totally weird how things work out? I mean tomorrow was supposed to be my las full day in CA. I still WANT to move, but unfortunely we can't move until we have an apartment, go figure, which will be around the 15th on next month. I really miss Hershel, I mean by the time I see him it will have been 4 months, without seeing him and 6 months since I have lived with him. On the 21st of this month it will be our one year anniversary, time truly does fly. So today I had quite a shocker. I was going to lunch at 12:30 PM and Angela called me and asked me where I was, I told her, "Oh I'm just next door at Carl's getting some lunch, want to join me?" She said that she would be right over. So I was in the process of ordering my food and I hear the door open an I turn around to see her and say hi, and it's Angela and someone I recognize but not 100% I do a double take and notice it's Josh. It's been roughly 4 years since I had seen him probably a year or two since we had last talked so I honestly thought he forgot about us here in CA so I decided to not care and just forget about him. So after shaking and almost passing out I got off work and went with Angela to get Tabbi. We all hung out for about 2 hours it was nice. I mean no real catching up was done, it was more so like hey let's remember the past and I'll see you in 4 more years to see where you are at that time. He was taller, and dressed a hell of a lot better then the last time I had see him. He has a ton of tattoos all over which is cool I support that since I have 3 myself. But yeah he left tonight and that was that. I mean it was awesome seeing him, but I don't care, it doesn't phase me that he was here, he was such an important part of my life so long ago, that I'm just glad he's doing well and I wish him the best. I guess that happens with a lot of friends that's just how it goes with some people, sometimes you get back together with them years later and it's like you had not even been apart 1 second. For instance with Lisa all through high school we weren't friends really, we would say hi in the halls and that's pretty much it. After school was done and over with I became really close with her again and it was like we were never even apart, Lisa you complete me. Okay not really but I still love you, and if it weren't for her and I becoming friends again I wouldn't be with my Hershel which is a totally scary thought all in its own. Another scary thought is what if Josh had never left. I mean I doubt I would've became friends with Lisa again, and that means no Hershel. But in all honestly I think fate would've dragged us together something just seems so right, all the opportunities that we had had to meet and it just never happened, it finally did one day and it was so right. I suppose I'm getting into the idea of parallel universe and that concept that "What if this was different? Would this have happened?" Bah it's not worth it I don't want to think about it and you really can't make me so there. *sticks out tongue* So anyways I'm going to shower and lotion up in order for my skin not to fall off. Take care all. Loves, Michelle  |
